I'm almost finished with my story, and it's kinda scaring me. I mean, what will I do with myself when it's all over, everything written our for me to look at and see? I love all my characters like the sisters I've never had, and just loosing them all is terrifying, leaving their stories undone, hanging in suspense. Forever. I know that I'm not going to actually loose them, but... what if I need to add something when it's all over?
I've always been the kind of girl that feels like my identity is uncertain. Like my first post, titled, Who Am I? I used to ask myself that all the time. And I still sometimes do, because like Francesca says, we're always growing, always changing. Forever is not etched in stone. Forever is forever changing, always taking on a new identity.
I'll miss my friends that I've grown with, though.
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ReplyDeletethis is so bittersweet... I feel the same way. I think I'm so afraid that I've just left my stories hanging for good. Sometimes leaving seems better than actual finality... is it too late to find where I left off?
I'm feeling the same way about my current story, but right now it's hard to write.
ReplyDeleteI really liked the way you wrote this, it was beautiful.
And the photo is great too, I used it as a 'mock' cover for the book I'm writing now, mock I say because the photo doesn't belong to me.
I've left so many stories - so many characters - hanging on a dusty shelf. Which is why I admire that you're nearly finished.
ReplyDeletethis was a great post. forever is forever changing - that is so true!
ReplyDeleteWe need projects in our lives, don't we? something to strive for. x
ReplyDeletecool post. hey, i tagged you on my blog. feel free to grab it. oh, i can't wait to hear your answers.
ReplyDeleteThe only thing constant in this world is change. You're right, we are forever changing, that goes on on a day to day basis.
ReplyDeleteSo true.
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