It's when incredible things feel totally real, and you can swallow, smell, and live in that moment of time. I can gulp down memories of hatred, love, happiness, and simpleness. All in one breath.
I almost told him that I loved him. We were laughing, like old times, and I could hear the words ringing in my throat, longing to come out. I love you. Almost. And then I was pulled under again, coming up from the foamy salt bath gasping for air, my stomach twisted all around. Even though it wasn't real, just my imagination, it left me wondering: Do I really? Last night I was swallowed by the sea, and today... I saw him, smiling at me. My ears have never rang louder.
Ahhh, AA Milne. Such a genius.
ReplyDeleteLovely, emotional post, dear. x
That is so beautiful. It literally made me cry I am still. Please tell him your true feelings or you might never get the chance.
ReplyDeleteI don't know about you, but I think thats love ♥
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ReplyDeleteThose words can be the hardest ones to say, even when you know they feel the same.
ReplyDeleteHave courage, chicka!
Mel x
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I love everything about this post
ReplyDeletemckenzie.- thank you!
ReplyDeleteShay- yeah, i mean, i really want to, but i'm afraid, you know? me and him joke a lot when we see each other, and i'm afraid that he'd laugh at me and tell me that he doesn't have the same feelings for me, though. you know?
brookie.- i know. it gives me the chills just thinking that. i feel too young. and i will!
melevision- i'll try, thanks :)
Cass.- thanks. it was so beautiful in my mind, writing this. i could sit here for hours describing it, but all those words still couldn't describe how amazing my dream was. personally, i think it's my subconsious confirming my feelings, because i constantly feel unsure about myself.