Saturday, January 29, 2011

Forever

I'm almost finished with my story, and it's kinda scaring me. I mean, what will I do with myself when it's all over, everything written our for me to look at and see? I love all my characters like the sisters I've never had, and just loosing them all is terrifying, leaving their stories undone, hanging in suspense. Forever. I know that I'm not going to actually loose them, but... what if I need to add something when it's all over?
I've always been the kind of girl that feels like my identity is uncertain. Like my first post, titled, Who Am I? I used to ask myself that all the time. And I still sometimes do, because like Francesca says, we're always growing, always changing. Forever is not etched in stone. Forever is forever changing, always taking on a new identity.
I'll miss my friends that I've grown with, though.

8 comments:

  1. :)
    this is so bittersweet... I feel the same way. I think I'm so afraid that I've just left my stories hanging for good. Sometimes leaving seems better than actual finality... is it too late to find where I left off?

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  2. I'm feeling the same way about my current story, but right now it's hard to write.

    I really liked the way you wrote this, it was beautiful.

    And the photo is great too, I used it as a 'mock' cover for the book I'm writing now, mock I say because the photo doesn't belong to me.

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  3. I've left so many stories - so many characters - hanging on a dusty shelf. Which is why I admire that you're nearly finished.

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  4. this was a great post. forever is forever changing - that is so true!

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  5. We need projects in our lives, don't we? something to strive for. x

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  6. cool post. hey, i tagged you on my blog. feel free to grab it. oh, i can't wait to hear your answers.

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  7. The only thing constant in this world is change. You're right, we are forever changing, that goes on on a day to day basis.

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